sarah HANNAH gómez

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I believe that not then, not later, but now is when my life is beginning. I believe that this year feels like it will suck, so that is probably what will make it amazing. I believe that I am not who I thought I was; I believe that I have never been more terrified of anything than I am of myself right now. I believe my happiness depends on what I do to achieve it, so I should stop sitting around, waiting for it to happen. I believe that this is where I belong, even if sometimes it’s a painful place to be. I believe that I am more positive than negative, even if outwardly I seem the opposite. I believe in magic again, and in religion, and in mermaids. I believe in how strong I am, and in withstanding things. I believe we can all always try harder. I believe the world will clear itself up by the time I’m ready to conquer it; I believe I am equipped to handle that. I believe in my friends and in how new ones can always surprise me. I believe my friends humble me. I believe in leaving some things behind, and I believe I am getting better at that. I believe in my mind—I think. I believe that holding grudges isn’t always a bad thing; I believe that some people don’t deserve me, and that others don’t need me, and that others I’ve pushed away. I believe that I’ve gotten more than I deserved, but I also believe that I don’t always get what I should. I believe I am a bit of a harlot, and that bothers me. I believe that I’m impatient, and I believe I’m going to have to keep waiting. I believe that I understand language emotionally, and not cognitively; I believe that often I get too much credit. I believe in my bookshelves. I believe in my Facebook. I believe in swimming pools, and I feel as if I am standing on a diving board, bouncing, nearly ready to take off.

Meg Kearney’s “Creed”

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If a guy treats you badly after you’ve had sex with him, it’s not because you had sex too quickly. If a guy is going to treat you badly, he is going to treat you badly. It still sucks, but sex is not the reason.

i want love to love me back i want two way conversations i want love to love me back one that can handle any situation i want love to love me back

I adore Mandy Moore. And I just feel like echoing that sentiment today. Leaving choir today, some off-hand comment led to me saying, “Boys don’t like me,” which is generally true, to which Catherine replied, “Oh, they do,” to which I replied, “No, they use me and abuse me,” which is largely true as well, so Catherine said, “But they like you for that,” and then I said, “I’m just a toy for boys.”

A wholly uninteresting story, I know.

I don’t quite adore school this semester, though that’s mostly because I’ve gotten used to not having to do work, and this semester is going to be nothing but reading, researching, or going to work. Once again, I have three jobs. I’m crazy, and I can’t quite figure out why, except that I seem to hate free time. I don’t know where I’ll find time to write or read books, but I’m trying. I also want to finish some songs and make recordings, at least Garage Band-y ones, so that I can feel good about that. It should get easier since I’ll be taking piano lessons again (!).

Now, if the weather could just cool off and if I could stop having morning asthma attacks while I bike…

(New playlist up!)

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